What a mess!
Is now my heart, my soul, my mind and my strength i confess...
My heart is hit with flaming arrows,
Here and there the blood flows...
My soul struggles,
To break all the strongholds
My mind, it keeps spinning,
With the thoughts of my inmost being...
My strength is gone,
And i wade in the darkness all forlorn...
From Him, I am far away,
And my perseverance sways...
I just keep on falling,
My heart is failing...
I am really not emotional i say,
Just different in many ways...
And I thought my friends were heaven sent,
But now, i don't even feel treated like a friend...
Perhaps you say i think too much,
But against you, your actions vouch...
At the end of this tug,
I know my True Friend hugs...
He makes me new again!
On me He pours out his love like rain...
And my heart, my soul, my mind and my strength He refresh...
Oh no more mess!