It's so beautiful how God withheld Abraham from taking his son Isaac as a prelude to how He would give His own Son, Jesus, to be sacrificed and die for all our sins. We can never outgive God!
Psalm 51:10-12 "Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me."
Well, i am just a BOY who very honestly and seriously just want to WAIT upon God. It's so exciting really... just that some things popped out recently that seriously caused me to be a little shaken, but well, i must proclaim that i am more than a conqueror through Him who loves me! So yaay!
Tommorow is Valentine's Day... but i feel so relaxed, because i am not intending to ask anyone out. I must admit that i do like girls, and i believe that God has set apart my special ezer kenegdo for me... BUT actually, since the start of this year, i know that God says to me that now is not the time, and truthfully i do submit to that fully. I MUST study hard and continue seeking out the path He's set before me to take, not swaying to the left nor to the right. So i am not going to give out the Rose during this time too... : )
Friday is the Vday event! P.S. I Love You... so exciting... haha... woohoo!
And next month is AlphaTrack! Hopefully i can really go for it... HUNGRY FOR A MIGHTY MOVE OF GOD! THIRSTY FOR THE HOLY SPIRIT! and i know the time is coming! where God will MOVE mightily and the HOLY SPIRIT poured out on all flesh! Let those who have eyes see! and those who have ears hear! Amen HalleluYah!
What a mess! Is now my heart, my soul, my mind and my strength i confess... My heart is hit with flaming arrows, Here and there the blood flows... My soul struggles, To break all the strongholds My mind, it keeps spinning, With the thoughts of my inmost being... My strength is gone, And i wade in the darkness all forlorn... From Him, I am far away, And my perseverance sways... I just keep on falling, My heart is failing... I am really not emotional i say, Just different in many ways... And I thought my friends were heaven sent, But now, i don't even feel treated like a friend... Perhaps you say i think too much, But against you, your actions vouch... At the end of this tug, I know my True Friend hugs... He makes me new again! On me He pours out his love like rain... And my heart, my soul, my mind and my strength He refresh... Oh no more mess!
